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name: Jelo
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jelo lost his dreams @ 5/29/2005 01:55:00 AM
Its so difficult to live without her.
A day with her is so wonderful, but what sucks is that when Im with her time flies so fast i wouldnt even recognize it. On the other hand, a day, or worse, a life without her, is just like an eternity of suffering. Heart bleeding in pain, shouting, pleading for her to come back.
Sleepless nights are now haunting me. I still wait for her txt msgs.
Late at night, before I sleep, it became a routine that I put on my laptop, put off the lights, put on some mushy music, lie down, close my eyes, and lastly think of her, think of all the times, hoping that when I sleep, in my dreams she would appear. But unfortunate me, even in my dreams she doesn’t even want to see me. How pathetic that Im doin this ever since. What can I do? My fault, take the consequences.
I know in time, shell treat me as someone already. But Im afraid, that in that time, she found already someone wholl love her as much as I do, someone wholl not be dishonest with her.
As of ryt now, im jus waitng for the ryt time. The ball is not in my hands already to do the things I want to do.
Im stuck…
jelo lost his dreams @ 5/18/2005 03:36:00 PM
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I pretended I'm glad you went away These four walls closin' more every day And I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows Now I'm cryin' inside And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say The things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just a-tumblin' down I can see it so clearly But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely The days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about The love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two Now I'm nobody without someone like you I'm tremblin' inside, and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake, its a quarter past three I'm screamin' at night As if I thought you'd hear me Yeah my heart is callin' you And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get You could ask my heart But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart A million words couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still.
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go I'm gonna unload my heart And hope you come back to me Said when the nights are lonely...
just don't know what to say...
jelo lost his dreams @ 5/18/2005 03:26:00 PM
Now hus not gonna get mad with all of this mistakes i did.
For all those years, i kept to her some personal things she should have known.
What can i do... i'm so chicken... i'm so afraid.... i dont know what to do...
And now, that i told her, i cant blame if she's mad at me. i don't know what to do.
My hopes are gone with her. All the trust i have with her, i know wala na.
I know she would not talk to me anymore, even text me.
What's the use of living? she was the girl i loved. She was the girl i trully love....
I'm gonna tell you all... I LOVE HER...AIKO,,,I LOVE you!.... This would be the last of it
You can erase me in your memory... I'm ashamed of myself.... Dont have the face to see you agen.
I wish i would shrink and blastlike a bubble at this moment....
for you aiko... im so sori....pls forgive me....
after this post....no one knows me....BLAST
jelo lost his dreams @ 5/17/2005 10:44:00 PM
10 yrs. of waiting...
tick tock tick tock....
i don't really care what will happen.... for me, i'm contented that we met.... it's up to us or destiny!!!!!
consolation if we still talk and friends at that time....
and a gold medal if we're still in love....
i'll wait... my dear....
jelo lost his dreams @ 5/17/2005 10:20:00 PM
Eun, irony of my life...anu nga ba ung mga un?
= i want to fly, but unfortunately, i have acrophobia (level 10) 10 being the highest...hehe
= i am a psych major, but i do really like math. khit 3(tres) lng ako sa trigo at algeb...
= i am so happy when im happy, im so down when im sad (manic!)
waaaah.....la na maicip........ i'm drained........ haf day badminton las day........a month of summer classes...... a month of practicum........ sleepless nights........... headaches............fever.......... toothaches........ body aches..........summer heat!!!............. emotionally disturbed (sumtyms)............
drain drain drain..... but i don't regret all of those pains..... i enjoyed it..... ironical huh?! or what's dat that psychological term??shit i forgot.... haha.... anywei.... Gud day!
jelo lost his dreams @ 5/17/2005 09:35:00 PM
I just ask those questions because i'm really feeling bad about something i really want to be done, but i can't do anything about it. I tried everything i could but it always get the better of me...well anyway, i know that there's some reason behind all these. I'll just hope for the better...
jelo lost his dreams @ 5/17/2005 09:35:00 PM
jelo lost his dreams @ 5/14/2005 11:04:00 PM