and i wonder where these dreams go, when the world gets in your way

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Ayoko ng maging adik.
Sobrang nalululong na ako sa masamang bisyo na gingawa ko ngaun.
High na high na ako di ko na alam kung ano ba tlga ang tama.
Minsan sinsaktan ko na ang sarili ko ndi ko na nararamdaman.
Ang sarap... wlang kpantay ung nraramdman ko...
Pero sa huli naisip ko, nakita ko ang sarili ko sa salamin

sobrang sabog sa mga pinagagagawa sa buhay.
Puno na ako ng sugat na hindi ko manlamang naramdaman.
Ngaun unti unti ko ng nraramdman. Ang kirot na dulot nitong mapaminsalang bisyo.
Hindi ko maikakaila kung gano kasarap ang bingay sa akin nito
subalit kung hindi ko ito titigilan, marahil masira ang buhay ko.
Gaya ng ibang mga adik, hindi ito mawawala sa sistema ko.
Palagi ko itong hahanaphanapin dahil minsa'y sinakop mo ang aking buong katawan,
buong pagkatao.
Mga kaibigan... iparehab nyo na ako! tulungan nyo ako... mtgal ko na itinatago ito sa inyo
sna mabasa nyo ito kaagad...
Sa aking bisyo, babalik balikan kita...
Sna sa rehab, my katulad mo rin. dahil sobrang adik ako sayo.Bka mamatay ako ng di oras dito sa computer shop.
Pagbalik ko sa bahay, nandun ka ulit hihithiting mabuti. at handang maadik muli...

Bwahahaha!!! Heaven pare!!!

jelo lost his dreams @ 1/31/2006 10:47:00 PM

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

You Were There
by Babyface
Time passes, the world changes But I'm still the same ole' kid
And your jokes still bring me laughter As if you still were here
And it hurtsWhen I smile'Cause my heart still remembersWhen you were around
'Cause you were thereWhen no one wasJust when I thought nobody cared
You showed me love'Cause you were my friend
You always told meAnd I am still hereBecause you were there
So precious, small treasuresA time when truth was innocent
True friendship, was all we were afterA place where kids could still be kids
And it hurtsBut I'm glad'Cause at least I was blessedTo have you as my friend
You're my best friend
There are no accidents God has a plan for everyone
And he brought you in my life To show me what a good friendship was

This one's for you...=)

jelo lost his dreams @ 1/24/2006 08:55:00 PM

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Dnh - Because I Love You
There was a time when i used to run away
Anytime i started to fall Cause love's never been very kind to me, no baby
Not very kind at allUntil youYou stole my heart away
Somehow you helped restore my faithAnd something i thought wasn't for me
Now comes so easily
Because i love youYou're the flame that sets my soul on fire
That special girl i pray for every nightThat pretty melody
That plays over and over again in my head
Because i love you(forever stare at you and never get tired)
Honey i'm ready to spend my whole life with youCause i love you(yes i do)
I never thought in a million yearsThat i could feel the way that i feel, no
How i get butterflies (get butterflies)Whenever your lips touch mine
I must confess my dearThat it was instantly right from the start
A special bond between you and my heartHow it skips a beat whenever our eyes meet
And simply said the reason
i know there'll be differences we have along the way
Where our views may not always be the sameBut i swear i'll try
To hear out your sighAnd compromise cuz i realize
That with you i wanna spend my it's all
becauseI love you
this one's for me...=)

jelo lost his dreams @ 1/24/2006 08:48:00 PM

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Someday
Barbie Almalbis
Alone and misunderstood That's why I came to you
The feelings I have inside With you, I can't hide I see that life's a game
Get hurt, but who's to blame I guess I'm just a child
In a world that's very wild
REFRAIN Where can I find a place that's full of tenderness
I get there when I close my eyes and hold and pray
That you and I will be there
CHORUS
Someday, I say We'll make a brighter day better than our yesterday
Someday, I say We'll make a brighter day but today's our chance to be there (This is our chance to be there)

Is there a room for change There are things to rearrange
I thought that we are young And temptations are strong
But I've got to start with me It's hard but let it be It may take some time
Fixing up a perfect life

Once in a while, you get down and get wild Set the rain hope so I took some dope
What happened to your start, not a dumb old fun I had renewed my faith, better not be late
'Cause I hate to go back again wasting my life and sin I got my Lord to obey now, so I say now
Take a ride home, go, take a ride home, go Back to the Father
To do the chance to be there Someday, I say But today's our chance
We'll make a brighter day and today's our chance to be there

jelo lost his dreams @ 1/11/2006 01:49:00 PM

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