and i wonder where these dreams go, when the world gets in your way

Thursday, October 27, 2005

iv found my inspiration, im more motivated now, to do well with the best of my ability in everything that i do. Ngaun ko lng naisip how important an inspiration is in my life. I want to have a bright future,not just a "tambay sa bahay" after graduation. I want to prove something, and i want it to be seen. Ayokong mpahiya sa iba, lalo na sa mahal ko.
My dream is to have a happy family of my own. Not so rich, not even poor. I jus want an average life having the basic necessities. I want the best for my family.
But all of these things is yet to be seen. Nothing is certain. i jus hope nasakin pa rin ung drive na yan in the following years to come.
To my inspiration, thanks for being one. You know hu you are.=) you make me smile...

jelo lost his dreams @ 10/27/2005 10:52:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

A text message ive recived last wek goes like this.
Excerpt: "if i am wating for my friend lary, and he has not shown up an hour past d agrid time,
i dont start cursing his irresponsibility and thoughtlessness. Years of friendship taught me that lary is prompt and reliable. I assume that somthing, maybe a flat tire, or accident over which he had no control, has thwarted his plans. Those i love, i credit for good things,and try not to blame them for bad, assuming that other factors are at work."
Don't know if this is the exact message cause i dnt have my fone with me.
-- If someone makes a mistake, do you know that he wants to make that mistake? Often times we overlook someones mistake and quickly attributing it to them, not knowing the factors or reasons why did he do this or that. For us,especially my friends, weve known each other for barely 4 years now. I think its time for us now, to think, and understand each other to avoid any conflicts that may arise. As the excerpt says, "years of friendship has taught me taht lary is prompt and reliable".
--advice:read between the lines.amazing.hehe...

jelo lost his dreams @ 10/11/2005 10:31:00 PM

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Monday, October 10, 2005

for my third and non sense post for the day.

Imagine ourselves crying. Crying for someone that we love.
Love that was once true and cherished, is now nothing no more.
Suddenly, we feel that the last teardrop would fall.
Imagine, that last teardrop is the one you love. The one you loved for a long time.
The question: would you let it fall? or would you close your eyes,
and never give it up and wake up from your bad dream?
What would it be?
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Before crying, do you dedicate it to the one youre crying for?
Funny isnt it? "Im dedicating these tears to the one who makes me cry,
because of this, ive learned, i know where i stand, i know now what to do,
and because of these, ironic, i have loved you more"
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Put%^&@%, lang mgawa...kung ano ano na pnagssulat ko...hehe

jelo lost his dreams @ 10/10/2005 12:55:00 AM

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

funny how life...

can blind us with wat we see.
decieve us with wat we feel.

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just when i thought i was doing well.
just when i thougt it was over.

well...just a thought...it wasn't .... not even close.

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im going crazy... need psychologist...haha

jelo lost his dreams @ 10/09/2005 01:59:00 PM

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How can i not love you
Cannot touch, Cannot hold, Cannot be togetherCannot love, Cannot kiss, Cannot love eachotherMust be strong and we must let goCannot say what our hearts must know

How can I not love youWhat do I tell my heartWhen do I not want you here in my armsHow does one walks awayFrom all of the memories How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet and tender momentsCannot feel how we feel, Must pretend it's overMust be brave and we must go on, Must not sayWat we no longer

Must be brave and we must be strongCannot say what we no longer

wla lng....

jelo lost his dreams @ 10/09/2005 01:52:00 PM

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Friday, October 07, 2005

MAKE IT REAL

U Turn

its been a yearwe met each other hereHere I am all aloneas thoughts of you go onHear me cryin out to youyou said, Never, never would I leaveHeres a tear from me to youand maybe it will make you hear me

CHORUS:

I loved youYou didnt feel the sameThough were apartYoure in my heartGive me one more chance to Make it real

In a dream you are hereYou smile and hold me nearAnd in my heart Ill pretendthat you are here againHear me cryin out to youYou said, Never, never would I leaveHeres a tear from me to youand maybe it will make you hear me

(Chorus)

Give me one more chance toMake it real

Give me one more chance to, make it real......

though time is keeping us apart

though im not the one in ur heart

though i dont play a special part

im always dreaming of you, and i hope once more ,we could make it real

jelo lost his dreams @ 10/07/2005 10:33:00 PM

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