Sunday, December 25, 2005
Not the happiest of them all, but maybe this year has taught me a lot of things.
1.Number one is sacrifice. Sacrifice in all the things i do. Gimiks, hobbies, friends. Generally my happiness is not usual when sacrifice is on my way. Nevertheless it makes me whole, complete, because i learn from it, the sufferings, the pain without these, i would not be a better person. It may not be visible or you may not see it in my actions or words but i know ive changed because of this.
2.Patience is a virtue. We all wait for something, someone, somewhere. Not all we want comes when we want it to. Sometimes, it is better to be patiently waiting for it than reside to something else or someone else. But in contrast,haha, we cant wait forever.
3. The value of friendship. This relationship should never be misunderstood as a "stepping stone" in a more deeper relationship we call romantic love. I dont know, maybe someone may disagree but from my point of view, it is so dangerous. When that friendship is broken, and worst comes to worst, it is very hard to put it back again. Being friends is still the best choice.
4. Optimism. Im trying my best though yes its very hard for me, im trying to be optimistic once in a while and it works somehow.
Ooops, got to go mamamasko pa ko,hehe, joke... next time nlng ulit,
MERY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!...godbless
jelo lost his dreams @ 12/25/2005 10:12:00 AM
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
life...learn to deal with it...or suffer
jelo lost his dreams @ 12/24/2005 07:19:00 PM
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Monday, December 19, 2005
Its been almost 4 years and counting since i met her, i befriended her, i love her. And within those years that came, still no part of my feelings had went away. Its just like im fixed with her. No amount can measure how much i really treasure this bestfriend of mine. Ive tried my best to hide what i feel because i know deep inside, that ther would never be another one, another chance. What im doing right now is im showing her with all the strength i got that i would never leave her side no matter what happens between us.
Yes, it may be irritating...bt can't help it...
To everyone whos sick and tired of my stories, my apology.
thanks!
jelo lost his dreams @ 12/19/2005 11:28:00 PM
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There are times when I’m lying in my bed
How I bellow and cry from this stupid get
And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy dayAlmost rubbed-out, swelling as I keep on
Digging my face in these cold hands of mine
Heaven knows how embittered I am
CHORUS
Cause this angel has flown away from me
Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped her wingsAnd made her mine for all eternity
Now this angel has flown away from meThought I had the strength to set her free
I did what I did because I love her so
Will she ever find her way back home to me, ahh
INTERLUDE
Im so tired, I feel like catching forty-winks
Being up all night in this elbow-room that puts me in a trance
Where hopes and dreams come true
Now, my lips are burning and my eyes are hurting
From these fumes I make, still I light another cigarette
Just to pass my time, oh, heaven knows how embittered I am
cause my angel has flown away from me...hope she finds her way back home....to me...
my sweetest angel ...i miss you...
jelo lost his dreams @ 12/19/2005 10:41:00 PM
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
2 days ago i had a date, uhmmm, if i may say so. It was really fun being with her. For all the years iv waited, this is my chance to see her again, in flesh. I had a great time with her, though i had some mood swings that night.
Uhm i jus wana say sori if ive come to the limit. I jus couldnt help myself. Hope u understand.
But really, i swear, tnx for that wonderful night. Thanks a lot. If it wouldn't be too much, can i spend another time with you. You only....hehe.joke...
Ei u owe me a promise u didnt do that night...=)
jelo lost his dreams @ 12/11/2005 08:20:00 PM
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